Somewhere I also lost that pleasure, partly because of having to “keep in line”, or “follow the rules”, just as in a Harmony you have to follow the score neatly in order to continue to sound good as a whole and with ballroom dancing you have to follow the steps. learn to avoid stepping on your partner's toes. There was too much to do.

After my divorce I immersed myself fully in consciousness work; I realized that I had lost myself somewhere along the way and felt the desire to find myself again, to discover who I really am in essence. I soon rediscovered my love for dancing and making music, this time in a more free space. In free dance, such as tantric dance, there is an invitation, not a requirement. I also discovered that I have a talent for guiding others in their process and that I really enjoy it and get energy from it. So I am now a certified coach and Tantric Dance teacher and I feel grateful that I can now pass it on to others.